Friday, February 21, 2014

Success

 
  
[You leave me too soon]
[and I'm left] and empty shell
[wondering what's'
[to happen next]
 
 
You have burrowed yourself into my mind my heart my body my soul.
 
You have become the single most important part of my life.
 
If I never become rich or famous but I continue to keep you I would still call myself successful. 

Friday, September 20, 2013

Kiss


There was a kiss; one of yours.  It drove me crazy. My head started spinning.

(Just thinking of the dulcet moment is making my heart beat faster)

This kiss, one I didn’t expect.

(The kind of kiss that made me know I was never so happy in my whole life)

It felt like everything happening all at once.  It felt as if the world was standing completely still yet there was a wind that plucked my body off this earth and sent me away. This kiss was a kiss where there are no secrets. It was a kiss where there were so many secrets.  It needed no words, but said every unspoken thought. 

(Did you feel it?)

Did you hear all the whispers in the darkness being announced through the simple of our lips meeting? The kiss said ‘’oh darling, how I’ve missed you.’’

(Did you? Do you miss me?)

The soft hum of pure passion was so overbearing it took my breath away. Ah, this kiss was magical, the very cynosure of us. It told me how happy you were.

(Did it tell you of my joy?)

 Darling, my joy was driven out from my lips onto yours, trying to reach your soul and collide with your heart.  This kiss was delightful. I could feel the energy radiating from each our separate beings, for we are beings created from love and light and oh, darling this kiss….

(Did you notice?)

all the warmth expanding from the chemistry of the exact moment you decided to lean forward. Will you retain the shape of my lips against yours? Can you trace the outline of this with your mind?

(Oh, darling, this kiss was the beginning)

Please, did you too get effervescent emotions washed over your entirety? Know this: you are so becoming.  And oh, this kiss; how evanescent it was, and how I wish it had continued.

(Did you feel it?)

 It was a kiss that let out all the unspoken sentences between us.

(That moment our lips met, the sense of knowledge of a certain veiled promise…)

 There was a secret; one glimpse of it was all I captured, all I hold onto. And Oh, there was a kiss.
 
09202013

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Full Moon

Looking at him. Shaking; holding back the pain I feel from the monsters inside.
My jeans rub against the open cut made earlier. I can smell the blood wanting to escape.  I promised myself never again but promises are meant to be broken right?
"I am not perfect"
"You're perfect to me" he said.
  The butterflies multiplied. I hide my face again, blushing madly. He takes my hands in his. Then I turn around and lean against him, staring up at the full moon. He wraps his arms around me and holds me close. I can feel his heart beat and I concentrate on it.  It's steady, yet quick, pulse calms me down.  He is my balance. He is my comfort.  He is my safehaven.  He leans down and whispers "I love you'' in my ear. Inside, my mind goes blank. I try to tell him I loved him too, but the words would not come out. I've known for months.I just could not ever let him know. I think he's known all along, but never showed. I turn around and hug him, and let him hold me. He kisses my forehead, then my nose, then kisses me for real. I can feel him put his everything into this kiss so I put my everything back. we pull away and I look him straight in the eyes, as my tears start to escape,  and say " I love you More''.